I just needed to take a moment and say:
ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
...
[deep breath]
Now that I've gotten THAT out of my system... I'm just feeling frustrated with my inability to FINISH THIS 4th CHAPTER I'm working on. Why, oh why, did I think it would be EASIER to write this book than my first one, just because it's a memoir and a lot of the information is already tucked away neatly in my brain, or even on this blog?
It's not easier. And because it's not "flowing" the way I'd wanted or hoped, I'm resorting to my usual stalling strategy of Finding Other Things That Need Doing. Like doing the laundry. Or food shopping. Filing my fingernails. Twittering. Facebooking. Blogging.
And I know there is only one solution: to just get back into it and WRITE IT. The only way through is... THROUGH. All other non-essentials must STOP, at least for the time being.
So, forgive me if I don't blog as frequently or if my posts aren't all that interesting for a while. I really just need to work on this book. If I don't, I'll regret it. And I don't "do" regrets.
Thanks for letting me whine for a minute. Everyone needs to blow off some steam, every so often. Even us Bold Souls.